Series Of Suay Events

Today seriously can go down as my suay-est day thus far...

Firstly, I left home w/o my hp.. Freaking 1st time.. and it is a damn bad experience.. its like u are cut off from everyone u know.. Paiseh to all who msg/call me.. I did not have my phone with me..

Secondly, my F&B assignment was done wrongly and have to re-do..

Thirdly, I DROPPED my laptop at BizPark today.. One side of the lousy thing actualy CRACKED!!! WTH...

Then, I got stuck in a traffic jam for 30+ mins on my way home... I left school around 6 and i reached home at 8.. do the math..

Finally, I have like Macecons proj dateline on Thur, IntHT & RHT test on Wed which i hvnt really studied yet.. To add on to these, I still nida prepare a 3mins presentation for Comms Skills tmr..

Seriousy, can my days get any worse?

16th July 2009

(1) Apology to my IntHT teammates for asking you ppl to jst put recommendation as a pointer and not have sub-pt. And also for making our report turned out like this.

(2) Im not pissed with the questions that were rised during the Q&A session. Its the way i answer any form of questions in a Q&A session as we need to sound convincing.

(3) Feel like shit today.

(4) Odd one out.

MJ Final Appearance under the Spotlight

Michael Jackson's memorial service was conducted earlier in the day at the Staples Center in LA.. Somehow MEDIACORP wasnt able to provide coverage for the whole service.. n i wondered y.. Aniway, watch the whole service through abc news.com.. The ending part where his daughter, Paris, broke into tears when she talked about her daddy was emotional for all..

Among all the speeches by MJ's families, relatives n friends, i feel the significant one were those made by Rev. Al Sharpton. Below are some extracts from his speech.

"In the music industry.. He put on one glove.. Pulled his pants up.. and broke down the COLOUR curtain.."

"It was Michael Jackson that brought Blacks n Whites n Asians n Latinos together.."

"It was Michael Jackson that made us sang 'We are the World'.."

"I want his 3 children to know.. Well nothing strange is about your daddy.. It was strange that your daddy had to deal with.. But he dealt with it aniway.."

Some of you might rise your eyebrow when it comes to MJ.. Esp with the allegations that were held against him before.. But that aside... no one.. and i mean NO ONE can doubt his humanitarian work.. He even made the Guinness Book of World Records for Most Charity Supported by a Popstar.. Which popstar actually does that when they achieve both fame n fortune? Ya ya, Madonna might pop up as an ans... BUT... who started the whole thing? Who contributed to 1/3 of a billion to charity?

Well, his memorial service is over.. But his legacy will go on.. His children's custody right.. His rights to the Beatles song.. Things that will get caught in legal and financial mess..

FAREWELL MICHAEL JACKSON.. MAY YOU FIND PEACE WHEREVER YOU ARE..

Friday!!

Yup, its Friday and Im rotting at home, as usual.. End of another school week.. Time really flies.. It have alr been like almost 3 months since i started my poly life..

Got back all the mid-sem tests, IntHT test, Comms Skill Test.. Well, cant say Im satisfied with what i gotta.. 2 As, 2Bs, 1 C.. That C for Comms Skill was expected as my english language wasnt always that good.. Its the 2 Bs that are very very very disturbing.. POM & RHT.. RHT was a major letdown while POM was due to some weird weird marking criteria.. Criteria like handwriting, presentation of answers.. ZZZ... At least i did pretty well for IntHT & Macro-econs.. *pat on the back*

I was feeling damn down this week.. Duno the reason oso.. Maybe i was too pessimistic on stuff.. Or over-sensitive.. Or... Or... Or Im just being me.. zzz... I hate myself.. Dont know how my friends can accept me or even tahan me..

M I really that bad a person? Is my character really that F-up? M I really that hard to get along with? Do i even have any strength as a friend? Sometimes i really wonder... Do I EVEN have any friends that actually know me well.. OI Brothers.. though we have been tgt since like sec school time.. Do you guys? Or m i just too good at hiding myself from others.. Getting past day per day.. N not doing anything significant...

I really duno... Maybe im just that F-up..

Break away

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BREAK AWAY FROM THE ME NOW.. I NEED TO STOP WORRYING ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINKS ABOUT ME.. STOP BEING A PESSIMIST.. STOP BEING EASILY AFFECTED BY EMOTION.. STOP BEING A FAULT-FILLED PERSON..

STOP BEING A PERSON WITH NO GOOD POINTS!!!