Friday!!

Yup, its Friday and Im rotting at home, as usual.. End of another school week.. Time really flies.. It have alr been like almost 3 months since i started my poly life..

Got back all the mid-sem tests, IntHT test, Comms Skill Test.. Well, cant say Im satisfied with what i gotta.. 2 As, 2Bs, 1 C.. That C for Comms Skill was expected as my english language wasnt always that good.. Its the 2 Bs that are very very very disturbing.. POM & RHT.. RHT was a major letdown while POM was due to some weird weird marking criteria.. Criteria like handwriting, presentation of answers.. ZZZ... At least i did pretty well for IntHT & Macro-econs.. *pat on the back*

I was feeling damn down this week.. Duno the reason oso.. Maybe i was too pessimistic on stuff.. Or over-sensitive.. Or... Or... Or Im just being me.. zzz... I hate myself.. Dont know how my friends can accept me or even tahan me..

M I really that bad a person? Is my character really that F-up? M I really that hard to get along with? Do i even have any strength as a friend? Sometimes i really wonder... Do I EVEN have any friends that actually know me well.. OI Brothers.. though we have been tgt since like sec school time.. Do you guys? Or m i just too good at hiding myself from others.. Getting past day per day.. N not doing anything significant...

I really duno... Maybe im just that F-up..